BY DEAR~~

As time passes I think I grew

A slightly better me from what you knew

Somehow I wished I was better still

Less jealous more confidence with a will of steel

Sadly sometimes it’s hard to change

More love for you just meant more pain

Wild thoughts, doubts it’s just not sane

I mean c’mon what is there to gain

Slowly I realized what was wrong

There was too much of “me” all along

How selfish I was to keep holding back

In restraining myself I made you sad

Now finally I shall do what is right

I’ll love you deeply endlessly if that’s alright =)

DEAR DEAR SAY HE WROTE THIS ATER HE READ MY BLOG,

FROM THE 1ST POST TILL NOW..

MUACKZ~~

THINK IS TALKING BOUT ME FROM PAST TILL NOW,

BOUT HW I FEEL?