LIFE SUCKS

This whole week my life sucks man...
my grandpa left... on 8 nov 2008 (sat)
the 1 i love deeply left me..
n my friend are not around due to their busy schedule bcuz our assessment is drawing near...


TO: Grandpa
Gong gong sorry.. wasnt there to c you jui hou yi mian..
received ur news while i was working.. at around 9 plus..
brother called me and told me.. i asked him to rush down n i will rush down too wen i finish work...
but when i finish my mork brother called again syaing that mummy going home le ask us don need to go down.
and on sunday i work OT to pack the stock till 11 plus.. mum say its too late ask me to go home and rest cuz i have not been sleepin well.
when i went down on the third day i gt a scoldin frm my aunt and all saying that y nw den i come down.. and my cousins n all left me out and i feel so lost our there at the wake...
Gong Gong
mummy told me that u are asking for me the last few days when u are still with us that where is AH MEI.. why AH MEI never come.. i feel so pain... sorry really sorry...


TO: Alan

Dear,
was really disapointed in you.. really thought that you will be there for me at this point of time when i needed you the most but you wasnt here.
i don wanna say anymore..
maybe you are juz not as good as what i think you are...
i m not angry with the things tat you did or say but the way you handle this really disapoint me.
i want you back by my side n its really hurt. But day after day.. i thought that the feeling for you will stays but i realise it did not..
i love you lesser n lesser.. as i think of the ways you handle our relationship make it lesser..
the miss for you getting lesser and lesser too...

BUT i m sure that i still want you in my life as my friend..
cuz we started our relationship without friendship..
so now when relationship is gone hope taht we can have a start in our friendship..
Think that due to our character we can be very good friend in future...
But its all up to you whether you want me as your friend anot...