Boring day

what a boring day that i have..
today the whole day in shop talking with Vanessa.
about her marriage, life and family problems.
and it make me think about my future.
since the day that i started working in April.
i slowly lost my interest in my studies.
Cause my dad was sick and its serious. i scare that he will leave me anytime.
and his illness will need alot of money and its make me have a thinking of quitting school and work full time outside.
But i only left with 6 more months to go to get my diploma.
i told Vanessa about this
She asked me: "have to talk about this to your mum."
i said no. but my mum has been asking me 3 times this month the same old question.
GAL AR WHEN U GRAD AR..?
from this Question i know that my mum would want me to faster finish my studies and start working outside. Cause i think that she know that dad illness will need alot of money and hope that i could go out and work to help.
Now in my mind is all about money...
MONEY MONEY MONEY
this few days i have been thinking of ways for me to quit school.
i don't dare to quit school juz like tat cause i only left with 6 month to go n i will be wasting 2 years struggling till now.
So now in my mind i was thinking that....
If now CPf send us a letter that dad Cpf account got not enough money to pay for my school fee that will be good.. cause i will have to stop my studies now.
Or if mum speak to me and ask me to quit school but i know this wont happen..
hahaha
think that now i will have to force myself to finish my studies..
haiz...