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LOVE?

LOVE: We think about it, Sing about it, Dream about it && Loose sleep worrying about it. When we don't know we have it, we search for it. When we discover it, we don't know what to do with it. When we have it, we fear loosing it. It is the constant source of pleasure and pain. But we don't know which it will be from one moment to the next. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define && IMPOSSIBLE to live without.

If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go

When I saw you I was afraid to meet you. When I met you I was afraid to kiss you. When I kissed you I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you, I am afraid to lose you.

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control over IT.

DISAPPOINTED IN YOU......

HMM.. WHOLE DAY AT HOME..
HAPPILY PLANNING WHAT TO DO ON THIS WEEKEND WITH YOU..
CAUSE ITS OUR 1ST MONTH ANNIVERSARY ON
SUNDAY 5/4/09..
BUT DON'T THINK YOU REMEMBER AT ALL.
STILL CAN ASK ME MY BIRTHDAY AR...
MY BIRTHDAY STILL LONG TO GO..
WITHIN THIS 1 MONTH..
I ONLY GOT TO MEET YOU DURING UR BOOK OUT..
THAT IS LIKE LESS THAN 10 TIMES..
TIMES THAT WE ARE TOGETHER IS REALLY LITTLE..
REALLY HOPE TAT EVERY SECOND AND MINUTES THAT YOU HAVE WHEN U BOOK OUT ARE JUST FOR ME..
BUT I KNOW YOU HAVE YOUR FRIENDS TOO..
I CANT BE THAT SELFISH..
BUT
ONLY FOR THIS WEEKEND I WANT YOU ALL BY MYSELF..
JUST SELFISH FOR THIS ONCE, CAN?
I DON'T WANT ONE DAY FOR ME AND ANOTHER FOR YOUR FRIEND..
I WANT THIS WHOLE WEEKEND WITH YOU..
ONLY YOU...

JEALOUS DE ME.....

HAVE NOT BEEN SLEEPING WELL THIS FEW DAYS.

HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THE THINGS YOU WROTE IN YOUR PHOTO COMMENT FOR YOUR FRIEND..

SERIOUSLY I AM JEALOUS..

VERY..

"FINALLY MY DREAM COME THROUGH", "HOPE IT CAN BE FOREVER"

TO YOU MIGHT BE NOTHING BUT TO ME IT HURTZ..

FEEL SO INSECURE EVEN IF YOU ARE STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME..

NOW FOR ALL THIS..

IT REMIND ME OF THE FEELING OF BEING DUMP..

IT SERIOUSLY SUCKS..

DON'T WANNA QUESTION YOU IN FACE BECAUSE I AM SCARED TO KNOW YOUR ANSWER..

NOW I KNOW HOW TIMID I AM NOW IN A RELATIONSHIP

SCARED!

SCARE OF FALLING DOWN AGAIN..

THE XINNING,

WHO DARE TO CONFRONT HER BF IF SHE DON'T FEEL RIGHT IS GONE..............

CHEATED..

I FEEL THAT I AM BEING CHEATED NOW..

IT SUCKS..

I HATE YOU...

ASSHOLE....

260309

WENT TOWN WALK WALK AFTER OUR INTERVIEW...

DEN MEET MERVIN FOR LUNCH? DINNER OR HIGH TEA?

HAZEL SPILL HER CHILLI INTO HER DRINK WHILE SHE WAS LAUGHING..

CLUMSY HER.. HAHA

HAZ N BABOON TIAN ME ME..

VERY THICK SKIN LO..

HAHAHA

WENT BABOON HOUSE FOR MAJONG..

THIS WAS BEFORE HE GO BATH..

HE HAD TO COVER HIS WOUND WITH PLASTIC TO AVOID WATER GOIN IN..

HE AND HIS POSES BEFORE BATHING..

SUNDAY OUTING

PHOTO TAKEN BY ICE CREAM PHONE.

BLUR AR..

THINK I SHAKED..

FUN FUN..

LONG TIME NV GO OUT IN A GROUP LE..

YEAH..

MUZ HAVE MORE OUTING.. YEAH..

LG KF350

MY NEW PHONE..

PINK DE..

I LOVE IT..

SUCKZ.. I HATE THIS MONTH..

17TH MARCH 2009

I, TAY XIN NING, LOST MY FREAKING PHONE..

N I AM QUITING MY SCHOOL..

DON ASK ME WHY CUZ I DONNO WANNA THINK ABOUT IT..

I HAVE BEEN BLINDED...

HSE LIFE ARE REAL BAD BUT I DIDNT NOE..

HARD ON U DAD..

I DECIDED TO QUIT SCHOOL WHICH U HOPE TOO..

LOVE YOU...

WORK FOR MONEY...

KEEP ON CARE FOR PEOPLE OUTSIDE AND NEGLECT MY FAMILY FEELING..

FEEL SO EVIL OF ME..

I HATE MYSELF..

THINK THE ONLY WAY NW IS TO EARN MONEY N PAY BACK...

Lyrics | Wonder Girls lyrics - Nobody (Rainstone Remix) lyrics

NOBODY BUT YOU...

I WANT NOBODY, NOBODY BUT YOU..
I WANT NOBODY ELSE BUT YOU..
Life is unperfect without seeing you
I cannot have anyone but you... ahhh

SHOULDER???

CAN U SPARE ME UR SHOULDER AND GO THROUGH ALL THIS WITH ME?

I NEEDED YOU

DON NEED ANY MONEY FRM YOU

TO SHOW THAT YOU CARE N THERE

BUT JUST YOU IS ALL I NEED

THE REST WILL SEEM SO SMALL JUST WITH YOU BY MY SIDE..

NEED NOT HAVE TO THINK SO MUCH

NEED NOT HAVE TO PULL A STRONG SIDE

JUST FOR THAT FEW HOURS

N I AM HAPPY ENOUGH...

GIV ME A BREAK...

SUCKZ MAN..

THIS MONTH REALLY SUCKz..

FIRSTLY HAVE TO RUSH MY PROJECTS OVER NIGHT N GT A VERY BAD HEADACHE N COUNLD'T GO SCH..

DEN BILL... BILL THAT CAN NEVER BE PAID FINISH..

GT FLU N COUGH.. THIS TIME REALLY BAD...

AND THE WORSE IS TODAY..

WAS TO TIRED N SICK THAT I SKIP MY MEAL N WENT FOR A REST..

WHEN I WOKE UP ITS LIKE NIGHTMARE...

LETTER FRM SCH TELLIN TAT MY DAD CPF COULD NOT DEDUCT ANY MONEY FOR MY SCH FEE.

FUCK MAN..

LAST SEM ALREADYNOW DEN NOT ENOUGH MONEY..

DEN I FOUND OUT THAT MY DAD ALSO USES CPF TO PAY FOR MY BRO SCH FEE..

NO WONDER NOT ENOUGH..

TOLD HIM AT THE VERI FIRST THAT HIS CPF JUST NICE FOR MY SCH FEE LAST FEW YEARS..

N SILLY HIM TOT THAT HE COULD USE ALL HIS CPF TO PAY ALL.

WHERE ITS ONLI A CERTIAIN PERCENT THAT HE CAN USE TO PAY...

N NOW..

THEY PUT THE BLAME ON ME...

WAT I WASTE MONEY ..

HOW COME CANNOT PAY?

ALL UR FAULT WASTE MONEY..

THEN ALL THE BILL WHEN I GONNA PAY OFF..

HOW I WISH I COULD SETTLE IT ALL NOW...

DEN NOW EAT AT HM ASO WRONG..

YTD WENT OUT PLAY ALSO WRONG..

WAT GO OUT PLAY LA C NOW SICK..

WTH..

I HAV BEEN HM THE LAST WHOLE WEEK FOR MY PROJECTS N WORK..

N TAKE A BREAK ALSO WRONG..

SICK ALSO WRONG..

NW I DOIN MY WORK ALSO WRONG..

WAT HAV TO STAY UP N DO MY WORK..

FUCK...

WORK N SCH AT DAY TIME..

ONLI LEFT NIGHT TO DO MY WORK WAT...

ALSO WRONG..

REALLY BAD MOOD N BAD DAY...

ARGH...

CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE...

GIVE MY A BREAK...

THINK BACK...

誰還記得，是誰先說永遠的愛我

以前的一句話，是我們以後的傷口

過了太久，沒人記得當初那些溫柔

我和你手牽手，　說要一起走到最後

我們都忘了，這條路走了多久

心中是清楚的有一天，

有一天都會停的，讓時間說真話

雖然我也害怕，在天黑了以後

我們都不知道會不會有遺憾

我們都累了，卻沒辦法往

回走兩顆心都迷惑，怎麼說

怎麼說都沒有救，親愛的為什麼

也許你也不懂， 兩個相愛的人

等著對方先說想分開的理由

誰還記得，愛情開始變化的時候

我和你的眼中，看見了不同的天空

走的太遠，　終於走到分岔路的路口

是不是你和我，要有兩個相反的夢

27/2/09

WENT OUT WITH HAZEL, JUDY, LYNN, SKY, MICHEAL, ALEX N WEN JUN..
CHILL AT HK CAFE DEN WENT HEEREN.
AFTER THAT MOVIE..
MARLEY AND ME..
NICE MOVIE...
CRIED..
AND YEAH WE TOOK NEO PRINT..

JUDY, HAZ, LYNN AND ME...

NICE DAY OUT..

LOOK BACK

WAS ARRANGING MY PHOTOS..

AND SAW PICTURES OF ME FROM THE PAST..

FROM SLIM TILL FAT AND SLIM AGAIN..

HAIZ..

SO UGLY WHEN I AM FAT...

I PROMISE I DON'T WANNA GROW FAT AGAIN..

THIS IS WHAT I HAVE ARRANGE FROM MY PHOTOS...

DID I CHANGED?